Thursday January 13,2011: 7:59PM

Sigh. My friends in the states are having the besting they could have. They are having Sadie's and proms and many other dances. Many of my friends are getting nice earrings and joining the dancing clubs and dancing against other people. Also, they have fresh clothes and having dance-offs in front of the school in the public. The cool thing is that, in such a big school, there is not one single bully in sight. How weird? People are just laughing and chilling their lives, living it happy and relaxing. Whereas, my life is all stressed and literally and emotionally dull. I feel no colors through my head, and I feel not excitement existing in my body. The girls, they act like strawberries, a term which we used to call "sassy" bilingual girls who thinks the way to "act" American is completely wrong. Allow me to explain, in order to be an "American" girl (in my school), you do not act "cute" or not eat anything to become thin and not grow (I will not explain in details). You express yourself and be who you are, and yes I can tell that some girls here are trying be "High School Musical" type girls, which is the completely wrong aspect of what an average American girl would be. Honestly speaking, you can't be too pure or else you won't just fit in. Besides, a boy you possibly like, will never like back at you if you are too pure. A message for the boys too, don't like a girl just because they are cute or hot, like them for a main reason; their personality, one that you can cope with. If you just look for "looks", I will slap you down, because that will not lead you to marry in the future.